Spring has finally sprung here in Denver.
And along with the leaves and weather, I’ve been experiencing my fair share of change over here. After five years on staff (and two as a corps member), I’ve decided it’s time to leave Teach for America. After a whirl-wind process (that lasted less than three weeks from inquiry to job offer), I’ve accepted a position at a new High School in southwest Denver. My new job will be the Dean of Students for the founding 9th grade class.
How did we get here?!
I have more or less loved working for TFA for the last five years, and when I joined the Design team three years ago, I thought I’d hit the jackpot. And in a lot of ways, I did. Over the years I’ve had the opportunity to work on some pretty incredible projects with a large number of people. I’ve learned so many skills and things about myself and know I’m a much better professional because of it. I’ve also gained a ton of perspective on both the problems and bright spots in our education system. All in all I have some pretty amazing experience to pull on in my future endeavors.
But with this came some struggle. While I LOVED the flexibility of working remotely, ultimately I don’t think it’s for me. It’s a lonely life; I miss having colleagues a few feet away, a structured schedule, and having work that feels… tangible. Our team has gotten much bigger, and I’ve had a hard time connecting with teammates throughout this expansion process (especially when we all live in different states!). In this climate it was unclear what a pathway to leadership looked like for me–I’ve had a hard time seeing what my next step might be. But most of all, I’ve also struggled with the distance between me and students, lately. My work is filtered through so many people that by the time it has any kind of impact on teachers and kids–good or bad–I don’t feel it. And I realized that I could keep doing this for a while or I could make a change.
Pros & Cons:
When I began looking at this role, a lot of people (myself included) thought I was nuts. The “cons” list is pretty long. I have to give up the flexible schedule, which means a commute, longer hours, waking up WAY earlier, less flexible vacation, and having to wear actual work clothes every day. I will arguably be doing more work for roughly the same pay.
But, the pros…. It’s a new high school that is working to be a proof point for what students in southwest Denver–many of whom are Latino & live in poverty–can do when given the right support and access to a great education system. The school is part of a charter system that thus far has supported 100% of graduating students (for the last several years) in receiving acceptance letters to a four year college. Many of these kids are the first in their families to be accepted in to college, so this is truly a life-changing accomplishment. I’ll get experience managing others to a degree I wouldn’t have at TFA for a while. AND I GET TO BE A DEAN, which means I handle all behavior and culture-related issues. (This includes discipline, which is kind of my strong suit 😉 )
Best of all… I get to be around kids again (albeit big ones…!). And their families. And I’ll finally connect to the Denver education scene in ways I’ve wanted for the last three years but just haven’t been able to. Each of these blows any con away, and I am so eager to get started this summer.
The Transition:
I accepted the job about a month ago, but don’t formally start until June. In the meantime I’m scrambling to finish up my TFA work, get prepped & pumped for our trip to Italy, and take full advantage of the flexible schedule while I’ve still got it! That means fitting in doctor’s appointments, scheduling any home improvement work that requires professionals, going to lunch with friends and Scott, and taking as many mid-day dog walks as possible. I’ve also gone on a major shopping spree to re-boot my professional wardrobe, have begun adapting our monthly meal planning to result in lots of frozen leftovers, and have started waking up earlier little by little.
I know this is going to be a huge change, but I think it’s going to be a really great one. I can’t wait to get started!!